Also I’ve been considering reconnecting with old friends from this website. Considering a lot of them live in the same city that I do and I want to connect with my own past somehow. So like, hit my up my dudes if we once had some sort of friendly relationship on this god forsaken website.
I like to think I’ve reached a point in my life where I can forgive myself for being an “idiot” I’m not going to call myself that anymore. Tim in the past made mistakes, but how could he have known to avoid them?
“We rip out so much of ourselves to be cured of things faster than we should that we go bankrupt by the age of thirty and have less to offer each time we start with someone new. But to feel nothing so as not to feel anything - what a waste!”
Michael Stuhlbarg as Mr. Perlman in Call Me By Your Name (2017)
There’s something magical about looking at somebody who’s throwing up and still being able to say I love you without any hint of anger or regret. I miss that.
